"When Braided Fairies Strike"

Written By: Emerald Pillow

Pairing: 1+3. ?+1

Warning: Yaoi; Language, lemon,POV, death

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing or it's characters. You can sue me, but all I have worth taking is my cat that looks like Trowa, but is named Duo.

Rating: NC 17

When Braided Fairies Strike

Part 8

The only thing about voices in your head, figment of the imagination or not, is that they never stop. They never get horsed. . .they never tire. . .so by time Saturday rolled around, I had chronic migraines. The migraines were so intense that I passed out twice in the pass three days. Other than that, I didn't show sign that it existed. I ignored the voice as much as I could, but it seemed to know just how to get my attention. It was family day and both Duo and Quatre showed up. . .but no Trowa. I couldn't understand why he never came to see me.

"That's because you are a psycho. No one really wants to put up with crazy people." After four consecutive days of nonstop talking, singing, and no sleep, I felt as if I really was going insane. "Can't go somewhere you are."

"Heero?" I looked up at Quatre who was staring at me with his big blue eyes. "Have they been taking care of you very well?"

"Man, you look like hell." Duo seemed upset at my physical appearance. Even I was ashamed of it. I slouched. . .there were bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. . .my eyes were bloodshot and red; they stung as I sat in the sunlight.

"Where's Trowa?"

"He got held up." Quatre answered quickly. . .a little too quickly. He was lying. I knew he was.

"Who cares. . .fuck Duo." I closed my eyes and bowed my head. "Come on, you know he'll give you some. Take him to your room, barricade the door, and fuck his brains out. You know you want to." Not this again.

"I know he won't mind."

"Heero?" Both of them were staring at me.

"See, even they know you're crazy."

"I'm fine."

"You keep telling yourself that. Maybe you'll realize that you're nuttier than a fruitcake. . .and just as hard. . .come on, at least let him suck our dick." The headache was getting worse. I could hear Duo and Quatre talking to me, but I couldn't understand them. . .they were being drown out. "I know. . .let's rape Quatre." What?! Hell no! "Who gives a fuck what Trowa thinks? If he cared at all, he would have at least written you. Don't you want to hear that blonde bitch scream in pain? I bet he screams like a girl. Let's find out. It'll be perfect. No one can really blame a crazy person for raping someone. He assumes risk by coming here. If you fuck him hard enough, you could probably kill him. . .then you can have Trowa all to yourself."
Stop it! Trowa would hate me for the rest of our lives if I did anything to Quatre. It was the first time the voice ever talked about Trowa. I was almost afraid of what it had to say about my best friend.

"Bullshit! Trowa's a slut. He'd fuck anything he could get. He's already had you, Quatre, Wu Fei, Lady Une, Manager, Catherine, and countless soldiers of Oz, Mariemaya's army, and whoever else he came in contact with." He did what he had to to survive the war. It's not his fault. He grew up believing that that is the only way to live. "Yeah right, you don't really believe that. That's why you want him. When you fucked his tight ass, he satisfied you. He's easy, and you know it. If you were with him, you'd get it 24-7. That's why Quatre wants him. If you cut off his dick, he'd be worthless."

"Heero, are you okay?" I wasn't sure who asked. Everything around me was muffled and all that I was focused on was the voice.

"Who the hell do you think you are making accusations like that?!"

"You know I'm right Heero. How many times have you listened to him and Quatre make love? How many times did you watch and play with yourself, wishing it was you instead of Quatre? How many times did you think of him when you fucked Duo?"

"I did all that because I love him!"

"Love?!?!? You think he could ever love you? You're nothing more than a mad man."

"I am not crazy!"

"Then why is everyone staring at you?" I stopped and looked up. I didn't even realize that I was kneeling on the grass, holding my head, let alone that everyone was staring at me in a mixture of fear and shock. I was screaming out loud. . .that's all I could think of as I looked from Duo to Quatre. For the first time in four days, the voice remained silent. The only sound I heard was the birds chirping. My head was throbbing with pain, and I blacked out from it.

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